i'll miss rj la.

i can't bring myself to say otherwise.

it's so weird that only when it starts to fit.. you come to a point where you have to say bye.

the people.
the campus.
maybe even the teachers.

have got to admit that there was a time when i believed the people telling me that rj was this place full of stuckup kids..

and sure there are some like that.

and then there are some who are your friends only if they aren't with their *popular* group..

and there are the best ones who always wave and say hi.


boy bums that irritate you..
and then make it up by throwing you big parties..
writing sweet notes to pass to you during lecture when you are down..
walk pass you and grab your suitcases so you won't have to carry them.
won't give you their jacket in cold lts but offer their pe shirts..
or offer their jackets when they leave the lt..
and offer to bash up people who are mean to you..

girl bums like hong yan who are just so extremely sweet you just kick yourself for not being as great as her.. being all motherly and taking care of me during camps.. and lysis when i had to perform with sore eyes..
yus who's always there smiling away, making sure you're taken care of..
vid who swings by in the middle of the night with brownies for your birthday..
mel who lent me her umbrella one stormy day.. and then got drenched herself..

and most of the girls that you know.. who just smile..
or fix your hair when it's messy..
and hang with you during rehearsals..
give you nice birthday presents..
or hugs when you need them
and other stuff like that..

and i'll miss both campus..
perhaps more the ghim moh one..

lt2.5 where you see practically half the school at any one time, and have to squeeze through people..

disgusting lt1 flats and impromptu stages.. that were still so fun putting up..

sleeping on the cold steps in the spex gal sharing a bag with vid..

my locker which was always the highest.. and that was great..

climbing over the gate.. which i do very badly.. and boys like ranon have to climb halfway and sit in the middle or stand on either end to catch me if i fall..

good times.

it's maybe sometimes you wish that someone from your life will just drop by and say hi.

or call for a long chat about what has passed..