this week was a total waste of time.
wasn't feeling half swell to do anything.

this is what you call a complete waste of time.

this week has been waking up, going to school.. sneezing.. coughing.. trying to stay awake... not paying attention to anything.. be it lecture or tutorial or otherwise.. ponning french to go interview an mp.. stoning around the computer lab during chem remedial instead of doing the tutorial that was due 2 days ago. going for lysis.. stoning there.. ponning tamil... being yelled at for ponning tamil.. [tamil homework was due on monday. it's almost a week overdue..] ponning french 3 times in a row.. then going for french.. being yelled at for my french thing which was due 2 months ago.. going for lysis again.. and stoning aroung reading shape magazine.. and competing with shireen to see who has the strongest inner thigh muscles... after being inspired by the magazine, and being bored watching the male chorus act over and over again.

so we started stretching.

haha.

they said to hold the stretch for 15 seconds.. we did it for a little more than 40 minutes..

that was pure torture. haha. after that i had to sit on the floor cause i didn't want to bend my knees..

after that went to hv to collect my photos. was actually supposed to go study with mahaen, but mahaen and i both know that although one of us would study.. the other would go on and on talking about all the nonsense in the world.

so i decided that mahean would be better off without my disturbing yakking.

and then ranon asked me to go to the hc carnival with him.. cause apparently he was supposed to go meet his friend, but his friend was going with his girlfriend.. and he didn't want to be extra...

but i don't want to be extra with you, dear.

haha.
people are going to think we're together again.

and went home. and slept. much needed rest for sick old me.

watched the news on tv.
they did some feature on some cultural thing.
could pick out 14 people from that 30 second bit.

and today was talking about xinhui becoming a psc scholar.
and pretty much everyone else becoming a scholar.

and with my common results grades..
which needed to be handed up and signed two days ago.
and i'm too scared to show it to my parents.

and am the lowest in class for french.
and i have to start french tuition.
tomorrow.

what joy.

and i forgot to go for night of laughter today.

how irritating.

the whole day i was wondering what the heck i had on..
turns out that i had forgotten about this.

how smart.

and then got news about my youngest uncle having to go to court to finalise his divorce.
and i didn't even know that he was getting divorced.
his wife initiated it.

so now out of my mother's 6 siblings, more than half are divorced.
that sounds pretty bad.
more than half of my uncles and aunties are divorced.

only 2 of them are left still married. happily or not, i don't know.

feel extremely disgusted at the way they're treating each other.
my mom's talking to my uncle on the phone telling him to forget about her..

if he just apologized or SOMETHING.. maybe he could salvage it.
but no..
we have the "family pride.."

whatever.

we spend so long finding the right person we want to spend the rest of our lives with..
the person you want to wake up every day to.
the person you want to spend your every breathing moment with..
the person who you don't mind sharing your bank account with..

and then leave her leave you just because of some little fight?

that's just plain stupid.
maybe he doesn't love her or something.

if i left my guy, he had better come back running.
that's the thing about some people.. haha like me.
say one thing, mean the opposite.

haha.

but then that's me.

it's scary now that i might have a higher probablity of getting divorced rather than staying married..

but i'm hardly one who would follow stereotypes. haha.

i hope.

oh well, was never a good one with relationships.

or maybe the right guy has yet to come.

why am i even thinking about this?
i'm not even 17.

i should seriously be worrying more about pw writeups, ionic equilibira and whether i should risk getting my skechers dirty if i wore them to school.

which seem so much more trivial than the things hongyan and vid have to worry about.
those poor kids.

especially hong yan, who was super super stressed with lit day and ra and stuff.
you can tell that she's realy about to snap when she actually becomes angry.. or irritated.

hongyan is never angry.
i should know.

i've been pushing the limits for the past 5 years.

but i saw her on the verge on thursday.
was secretly hoping that she would, so we could go tsk and start a fight old crescent style.

but she's too good natured for that.

bah.