given up on studying for my sats.
it's disgustingly demoralizing.

people are talking about how they plan to get 800 for the maths sections because "it's all primary school math.."

yucks.

with my score, you'd wonder how i even passed e math for my os.

then again, i *am* the person with the lowest psle score in rjc's medicine faculty.

it's going to be a joke.

leechyekeow said that to even qualify to get into rj, you'd have to be in the top 5% of the population.

if all that's true, why can't i do primary school math?

and then there's the biggest fear of all.
that i might be turning into the typical mugger singaporean geek.
the one they tell you horror stories about...

like the psc scholar who didn't know that badawi was mahatir's successor.
and didn't even know what successor meant.

i am *so* going to die for tomorrow.

tried doing one of their tests in the only assessment book i have.
which is ironicly titled "sats for dummies."

i can't even sit through the whole thing.

this sucks.

if i can't even sit at a table for that amount of time..

and for the comprehension passages..
i can't even force myself to read through it.. cause all i see is just black lines.. over and over again.

ad disorder is starting to set in again.

of all times.. why now?

i can't concentrate.
and the exam's in less than 10 hours.

someone help me.