did a whole lot of filing today.
i should be proud of myself.

apart from the fact that each subject file is filled with paper amounting to the thickness of 4 fingers.

and there's the looming fact that i have to digest all this info in 3 weeks, in time for the mid years.

and my economics and gp files aren't even organized.
not choronologically, not by topic. not by anything.

ah well.

was reading the gp passage during the common test.. the one about kids who keep changing locations and stuff. and how they become chameleons.. and suffer from a sort of identity crisis in the process.. mainly because they lack a place where they belong.

made me wonder.. am i one of them?

was looking through the old blog and the quizzes i took, and the results i had gotten.
one of the few didn't really stick out then, but made an impression now is the emode one where it said that my superpower was that of a chameleon - the ability to blend in with the crowd, to communicate with different people from all walks of life.. and to fit in in any clique.

in the first 6 years of my life, i had already moved from malaysia, to london, to new zealand, back to malaysia and then to singapore.

so if that gp person's theory is true, it would mean that my frequent uprooting would probably attribute to my "ability to fit in anywhere" now.

abs noticed it too.
was talking to her on the phone a long time ago, and she was saying that the main reason why karl and i stick out so much is probably cause we weren't brought up here.

wait. let me digress here and rant about how the article about abcs in today's paper is a whole lot of crap.

they take these chinese dudes brought up in america.. and show how irresistable they are to singaporean women.

like robin leong?

yuck. he turns me off.

ok, maybe the bit about us wanting something different in a relationship might be true. ok. it is true. that's why opposites attract.

haha. like me and yus as roomies. she cleans up the place and i mess it up.
[which reminds me, i should clean up our place for when she comes back on the 9th.]

but back to the abcs. are they really that hot just cause they were brought up in america?

i never really looked at abcs as hot *because* they were abcs anyway.

"i just LOVE his accent!!"

please. give me a break.

maybe it's just me, but i like my guy real.
fake accents just to get my attention are a complete turn off.
and the whole acting cool thing just doesn't cut it.
being not entirely local isn't exactly something great to be shown off *all* the time.

but this is just me being all incoherent and one sided and shallow and all the other reasons that leechyekeow cites for me never being able to pass gp.

ok. back to my point.

what was it again?
*scrolls up*
oh yeah.

so if abcs are so exotic to singaporean women and all..
things would work vice versa as well right?
so singaporean men would dig chicks brought up overseas.

i was brought up overseas.
so where are men falling for my feet?