valentine's.. and no one.

and it doesn't really help that i'm the only person in the whole universe who hasn't gone on a proper date.

well there's zheng who keeps disturbing me to go out.. but we both know that he only wants me to go to the restaurant and pick out the nice food for him cause he can't differentiate focaccia and copietta.

bleah. i've realized that only really free people get depressed.

like today. after not having to do anymore after mel cancelled. just went back home.
and stoned around. and stoned somemore. and ate. and watched malcolm in the middle. and walked around my room. and tried to clear it up.

then like you sit around and look at the millions of photos. and wonder how you can still be so unphotogenic when you've already deleted all the unphotogenic ones.

and you look at the pictures and wonder whether your friends are your friends.. or just other people.

and how one can actually become resistant to atkins.

which is what's wrecking havoc on me.

but installed speakers to the com.
feel nice and tech savvy.

only that they actually sound the same with or without them since the lcd has inbuilt speakers.

and the speakers have no place to be put.. cause when the curtains are drawn one of them keeps falling over.

oh well.