why are boys so... eurgh... stupid?

they never say what they feel.. and when something's obviously wrong, they *pretend* that everything's all right, and that they can handle everything by themselves.

it's really... painful to see someone so down.

and to make matters worse, i keep wondering whether i'm a part of it.
because of the things i said.

maybe i should stop talking so much.
but i was just stating the obvious.

but then again, there are the things that are understood and not spoken about.

aren't there?

hmph.

ah well. i shall try to cheer that person up tomorrow. buy chocolates or something.

and you're probably reading this anyway, so if you think it's you, well yeah. it's you.

get better k?

whatever i said... i didn't mean to say it.

things just happen.
there's no use blaming people for it.
but it's easier that way. i just need to find a reason. a punching bag. something to blame.
the first week of the new term, i saw them whenever i saw you guys. and i missed them terribly.

just like you miss your people.

but we can't always have what we want in life.