change of plans.
leaving for malaysia tomorrow, instead.

so the only function that i thought might be worth going to malaysia for, will be finished by the time i arrive.

life would be so much easier if my parents would actually *tell* me that they have postponed the trip instead of waiting for me to ask them, and then say, "oh. no one told you?"

*rolls eyes*

there are two of them. and since they are both too absorbed in their own lives to tell me anything, they somehow assume that i am able to mind read.

and i am still waiting for the *someone* to tell me these things. and maybe in advance too, so that i would not have to starve myself the day before so that my grandmother would cease her nagging of me having to "look my best at this age so that i can find a good husband."

i find in funny that from her time, until now, the stick figure woman is still considered to be the most beautiful of all.

so now i have one whole day to repack my luggage.
take out all the nice clothes that i wanted to wear tonight.

and replace it all with black.

supposedly black makes one look slimmer.

i will resort to anything to get that nag off my back.

oh and now i have time to take off my nailpolish.

in 1999, i turned up with metallic blue, and she said it looked like my nails had died and became discoloured.

4 pairs of jeans take up the entire lower portion of my luggage.
if anyone is willing to help me pack anytime today, or tonight
you are welcome to come over.