now that the last day of school has come to a close, i have certain bones i want to pick with some people.

let's call them a, b, c, d and e.

dear `a,
after 2 years of false pretentions, i've finally realised what kind of a person you are.
there's one thing about being nice to a person to her face and then bitching about her behind her back once.
it's something else when it lasts for 2 years.
don't try pushing the blame to someone else just to make yourself feel better.
no one can *make* you become a loser.
you just evolve into one yourself.
too bad if you feel alone.
go get that blow up doll you call a boyfriend to comfort you or something.
and from what i hear from the rest of your "best friends", they agree with me too.
so much for me "stealing your best friends" if they all wanted to kick you out anyway.

and let's not even get started with your relationship with `b.

`b told me that you were a racist, and that you warned her against me.
which i didn't really believe, since it was `b who was telling me this.
and it's common knowledge that i don't really take what `b says seriously.

and i still don't. cause i don't see how you would be able to survive being a racist in crescent without being trampled to death first.

listen up, i *never* had the intention to take you away from `b.
i've got better things to do.
besides, i never really wanted `b in my life anyway...

i just wanted `b to stop being your slave cause whenever i saw it i just needed to go to the nearest toilet to barf.

no one likes being a slave, not even `b. even if `b loves you to bits.

of course, there's `b.
frankenstein.
sarah puts it nice and simply.
"aiyah...it's very simple.. no one liked the way `a treated `b. but you were the only one who bothered to change it. then `b decided to leech on to you. and then you dug her out with a shovel.and now `a hates you for taking `b away from her."

sarah, leeching is an understatement.

day 1: to a ludicrous statement, anjali replies with ehr catch phrase.
day 2 and every day after that: `b decides to end every statement by using anjali's same catch phrase in the exact same tone. and anjali notices.

day 8: anjali goes into u2 with `b. after two hours of contemplating, she buys a navy tank.
day 14: `b appears at anjali's door, wearing the exact same tank. anjali shudders. and thinks that `b's way creepy.

day 21: anjali, `b and a mutual friend go into giodarno. anjali buys the *last* peasant top in black.
day 25: `b turns up in an identical khaki peasant top.

day 67: the *cool* gang comes along, and warns ex classmate, anjali about `b. anjali doesn't care about it and decides for some warped reason to defend `b.
day 68: `b: "isn't it f****** obvious that anjali's the one bitching about me?"

last straw.
if i actually bother to waste my energy defending you and justifying your actions, the least i expect is some gratitude. i'm not your lawyer or something.
as for style, for god's sake, FIND YOUR OWN. it's not "cool" if you just copy someone else's.

day 73625 onwards: anjali decides to ignore `b.

day 452957295: anjali smiles at `b and realizes what jean says when she means that `b's smile freaks her out.

and i don't see why i keep bothering to help thses ingrate irritatants.

same thing with `c.

today, defended her again?
why bother, right?

she wasn't ever nice to me..
let's not bother about her being polite.

i'm one of the first few people you put down.
and it seems to be pretty obvious that the things i consider to be important you deem as insignificant and useless.
in fact, it's not just myself. it's every single *normal person*

but let's simplify it to one sentence that i'm pretty sure i can not just say to you, but to everyone, a,b,c,d AND e.

what did i ever do to you for you to treat me this way?

i'm still defending you, `c. i don't know why. maybe cause i've known you the longest and i probably should for old times' sake.

but it doesn't seem worth it when everyone else points out that you never show any gratitude anyway, and even when we tell you to change, you won't.

the person you consider to be your "closest friend" is going against you.
the person who i really respect since she's the one who tolerates all of your nonsense is going against you too.
and so is the one you idolize.

just change, will you?