25/26072003
dirty vegas. sasha. stereo mcs.
zoukout.
at marina bay waterfront.

that minister mah bow tan was there...
(what kind of poser minister goes to a clubbing party?)

ah well.

30072003. wednesday.
sum 41 concert.

jiaxi said it was ok.

HELLO?

a sum 41 concert is never okay.

it was either damn great or DAMN GREAT.
you have a choice to say it normally or scream it out.
that's all.

smart kid didn't turn up on wednesday itself because she slept the whole day through.
and then on thursday she came to school half dead.
apparently she started queueing up really early. and was right AT THE RAILING..
and then she went behind cause it was too "squashy"

lucky kid.

caught her sleeping during history.
a form of luxury that i am not allowed to apprieciate.

"you are the un leader.. you must TOP THE SCHOOL IN HUMANES."

yucks.

1. un is over.
2. i am no longer the 'leader'
3. i don't want to "groom" the new leader.

geez.

it's not like i'm the queen and she's prince william or something.

according to them, i was "groomed".. first by hamidah in sec 2, then shortie in sec 3.. to lead the un in my sec 4 year.
personally, i think it's a whole load of crap.

now i have to choose my protege.
and "groom" her for rmun 2004/crezmun 2003.

thinking of that footballer..
unfortunately she's a debator too..

kind of anti-climax isn't it?

ah well.

i'm probably not going to tell her that she's the "chosen one".. i think i'll just let her find out herself..

i just hope she doesn't think of me the way that i think of shortie.

maybe it's an obi wan kenobi/anakin skywalker thing.

(notice that anjali and anakin are only two letters different?)

maybe i've crossed over to the dark side.
i've already dropped the torch anyway.
now all that's left is for me to kick it into the drain.

"they didn't win anything this year."

crap la.

leave me alone.

too bad if we didn't win anything.
blame it on my bad guidance.
ok?

atleast i kept with the css tradition.

elaine's right.
it was simply a popularity contest.
all the popular kids won.

and i was chosen to lead them.

and now i have to reaudition the popular kids once again and pick this year's popular ones.

30072003.
stumbled upon a secret.
about a certain group of people.
and now i'm caught in it.

they've sworn me to secrecy.
and now i look at them in a different way.

it's amazing how you think you *know* someone until you realise these hidden secrets..

argh..they're tearing me apart.

01082003.
watched the sunrise with sherry again.
today's one was exceptionally nice.
shan joined as later.
as well as nina and puan who were jogging.
(you guys are damn sporty man.. going jogging at 6.45am...)

the school started shooting crows today.

stupid vp has no sense of empathy.

was protesting during first period to save the crows.
nothing much got done.

but 11am the gunshots were heard and the crows were dead.
i have a certain feeling that the sadists who squished themselves against the window to watch the crows get killed and then cower in fright are disgusting.

you hear gunshots.
you know the crows are being killed.
yeah, go ahead. watch the crows being shot.
just don't start screaming and crying and covering your eyes when you actually *see* it..
it's irritating.

if you know you can't handle it,
then why should you bother to scramble out of your seats to watch it?

argh.

i spent the 30 minutes sitting at the furthest end of the classroom near the door, far away form the window.
watching my classmates' faces recoil in horror as they saw crows being killed.

that was the real show, people.

that was the real show.