headache onset.
weird though.
hardly get headaches.
maybe cause i watched half of anastacia on the disney channel upside down with all the blood rushing to my head.
supposed to go with mel to zouk tomorrow to watch the power thing.
have to give it up since i've got marvellous tamil tuition.
let's recap.
have had promos.
and have gotten back my results.
had openhouse.
had ra sales.
had pw dry run.
had lunch today with the class.
promos were.. well promos.
passed. cddd.
nothing compared to karl's 4 as.
how irritating.
so i guess i'm not going to pj next year.
nor am i redoing j1.
not doing any s papers.
obviously don't qualify for any.
and there was openhouse.
which i was in a pretty good mood for, since i had already passed 2 a level subjects, so i knew that i wouldn't be retained and have to guide my future batchmates.
did a bit of befriending.
this ri guy who dumped me halfway.
these chung cheng high girls who dumped me halfway.
nanyang prc scholars who also dumped me halfway. ok, nto actually dumped. they wanted to go somewhere, and didn't wait for me to follow them. so i lost them.
only group that stayed was the ac boys.
who were quite cute.
small boy cute, not freaky paedophilic cute.
overheard them during cheerleading talking about how the guys were handling the girls.
then they asked me whether anyone could join cheerleading.
ha.
them: oh the ohana dance is next.
me: yeah.
them: *staring at my shirt* so wouldn't you be dancing?
me: um..no?
them: why?
me: cause my partner dumped me.
them: we can partner you.
me: i'm sure. one of me and 6 of you.
quite sweet of them to offer actually.
and they were a nice tall group to hide in when the other befrienders ran out to dance.
after that dragged them around the school.
or they dragged me.
both ways actually.
one of them was a table tennis player and wanted me to find the booth for him.
and i dragged him around. to like the hall and spexx gall and squash courts for some weird reason.
and we finally found it in the indoor gym.
and they played table tennis against each other for a while.
and then got bored and played volleyball.
against the rj girls' team.
too bad they kind of got trashed.
haha.
and then some of them played badminton, and the rest just sat down with me and talked about stuff.
nice bunch.
and then left them to go do lysistrata statue thing for players.
sounds simple enough. to stone without moving in a costume.
not so easy.
kids like me can't keep still for 3 seconds.
and i couldn't keep the same crossed leg pose cause the gold paint i had on my body made everything smoother and my legs kept slipping off each other.
and the costume had a slit slashed all the way up to upper thigh.
not very easy to sit down in and hide cellulite.
but it was quite fun actually.
no specs which made it easier.
but there are always the people who come up to you and scream in your ear to see if you do anything.
just because we don't respond doesn't mean that we're deaf la.
but it was good
5 hours of stoning.
got to watch people go about doing their stuff.
keeping still was the hardest though.
and breathing slowly..
and staring into space.
eyes started tearing after 4th hour.
kept going.
and my ac boys came back later while i was a statue and tried to make me laugh.
they almost did.
almost.
told them earlier on that if they touched me while i was a statue i'd slap them.
guess they thought that i was serious. haha.
and then there was ra publicity.
which was fun.
helen tan just stared at me for 5 minutes.
so i stared back.
and out-stared her.
haha.
and ariff chan bought the ra magazine so that he could pose next to me and take a picture.
cute in a weird nerdy bio teacher way.
it wasn't like i was the statue of liberty or anything.
he too tried to outstare me and then gave up and muttered "amazing.." and then walked away.
standing for 2 hours straight is no easy feat.
my legs hurt like crazy after that.
couldn't even stand straight.
still beat the boys' record, which is kind of cool. but i'm sure that if they were serious, they would definitely be able to out stone me.
so that was openhouse.
sold 158 copies of ra.
kind of bad since it was the openhouse issue.
and the woman decided to print 1000 copies.
oh well.
there was back of the canteen sales.
in which hong yan and i did *a lot* of shifts.
and still only sold 96.
kind of irritating when you have a shift, and the person for the next shift doesn't turn up and you're stuck doing that person's shift for them and skipping chem lecture.
especially since people should stop tempting me to skip lectures since i've skipped way too many already.
still way away from target. so hongyan and i are ponning school tomorrow to go to crescent and try to sell.
we're a useless pair.
after botc sales on monday, i was trying to convince her to skip school the next day.. and she was trying to convince me to come.
so in the end, she ponned school and i turned up.
well i turned up. and then had civics. and then went with mel and deb to holland v to stone around..
hazelnut starbucks. cream and chocolate sauce.
and orange chocolate flavoured lip stain from bodyshop which is *so* yummy it makes it worth being a girl.
and came back for one period of biology prac. and then went home.
2 periods a day in school. well one since civics is hardly a subject.
marvellous.
today was pw dry run.
not too bad.
did pretty ok.
pravin is suprisingly charismatic.
people were actually listening to him.
after that went for lunch.
the boys in my class are so childish.
zheng kept banging into me on the way to ghim moh for lunch.
nearly would have pushed me into the drain if ranon hadn't been there.
and karl.
eurgh.
for a person who got 4 as for his promos..
he's disgustingly childish.
grabbed my phone and texted "i miss you" to mc tay.
wonderful.
so pravin grabbed vid's phone and messaged the same message to mc tay.
to like "get me out of trouble" or something.
and vid got damn pissed.
so while she was walloping him, i took the opportunity to grab karl's phone and message the same message to mctay, shang, shawn loh and other people i saw in his phonebook.
mctay's going to have a fit having to pay for all the i miss yous.
and after that karl and pravin and i were walking back and karl had to throw away the plastic bag with all the food.. and the bag was too big for the dustbin hole, so he fought with the dustbin for a while and managed to force it in.
and then came up to me and wiped all the dustbin slime on my arm.
scream.
i could have just slapped him.
i know you want to hear me speak
but i'm afraid that if i start to
i'll never stop.
i want you to know
you belong in my life
i love the hope i see in your eyes.
for you i would fly
at least i would try
for you i'd take
the last flight out.
i cannot hold back the truth no more
i let you wait too long
although it's hard and scares me so
a life without you scares me more.
